Here’s the situation: because I feel that graduating from the “biggest-possible-name” schools (both school-wide and in-field) would grant me an edge on the job market, both research and non-research, I feel unsatisfied with the offers I currently have, while losing hope for UPenn and Columbia. If I’m rejected at UPenn and Columbia (as I already am at UChicago and Princeton) I wonder whether I will be able to feel happiness again, unless, in some rather distant future, I would get a job that will allow me to redeem from this horrendous, catastrophic even, failure (it would probably mean the employer paying for a MBA at Brown Prime, Columbia, Cornell, even HBS, Yale SOM or UPenn Wharton, that sort of thing). Here are all the data I feel is relevant to understand my neurosis as an international student:
Undergraduate GPA: 3.67
Graduate GPA: 3.80
General GRE: V162/Q167/AW4.0
Physics GRE: 910
TOEFL iBT: 110
1.5 years on a theoretical particle cosmology project, no papers at present
TA in intermediate EM, applied abstract algebra (implemented 2D grading)
The apps still pending:
UPenn
Columbia
Tufts
Vanderbilt
The acceptances:
Minnesota ($24,440/year)
Notre Dame ($21,000/9 months, 2 months of summer funding at the same monthly rate)
The waitlists:
WUSTL
Carnegie Mellon
The rejections:
UChicago
Princeton
Michigan
Dartmouth
What I would do differently next time:
- I would axe the following: Michigan, Minnesota, Notre Dame, Tufts, WUSTL replaced by Brown and Duke respectively
- I would wait until I have a paper that is at least submitted, or better still, accepted
Perhaps I am going the wrong way about this, but I feel I would be unhappy at Minnesota or Notre Dame knowing that it is far from a given that I will get to continue doing research after graduation and that my options, especially non-research, would be a little limited.
That said, I have an idea of the skillset my subfield will provide. I would even predict that the job market for physics PhDs would become more elitist in the long term, if only because of outsourcing.