<p>Over break I got a letter from DePaul saying they will not be requesting an audition after listening to my pre-screening recording for classical voice. For some reason, this hardly affected me: I didnt feel disappointed other than the letdown of being rejected, if that makes any sense. However, a week later I got accepted into DePauls College of Liberal Arts and Sciences.</p>
<p>I havent applied to any other schools, but I have everything finished for the Jan. 15 deadline (yes, in 4 days ) for Roosevelt, Bennington College in Vermont, Lawrence University and Beloit College in Wisconsin. Out of that list, I would only be auditioning for classical voice at Roosevelt and Lawrence, and am applying to major in English/Literature for Beloit and Bennington.</p>
<p>The main reason wasnt torn up by the rejection from DePauls music program was that as time passed I felt less and less interested in majoring in Classical Voice, and at this point I feel like it would limit me in some indescribable way. Ive talked to teachers and family members; they all agree that its completely fine to feel that way. I dont have one specific goal, which has made it difficult to answer the question of what I want to do in college on the spot, but after much thought I think Ive come to terms with some things that I want out of the coming years:
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I want go to college in Chicago. I put this first because throughout this whole process, I have felt stronger about the location than anything else, but put that feeling aside to make sure I wasnt missing any opportunities. At this point, I have to stop denying that I will be totally bored in Appleton, WI or in the middle-of-no-where Vermont (unless some immense force can give me a reason to leave the city.) -
I want to study literature.<br> -
I want to continue studying music, whether its majoring/minoring in it, or continuing lessons. (Either way, I also want to learn how to play an instrument decently.) -
I want to gig. -
I definitely want to continue my education beyond a bachelors degree.</p>
<p>These ambitions obviously conflict with the schools on my list, and I dont even think Im applying to half of them anymore! When I think about going to DePaul, I feel like its a great fit: I would be incredibly happy there. It would be very easy to go to DePaul and not apply elsewhere </p>
<p>What about Roosevelt?</p>