I have chosen my first letter of recommendation- I am fairly sure it will be positive, I know that teacher very well, I loved her class, and she chose me for a department award. My second rec is the problem- I can get one from either my US history or my AP English Language teacher. My US history teacher doesn’t know me too well- but he is known to write fairly positive, albeit general things, about each student and will write the typical things likely (participates in class, etc). He is the advisor of my club, however?
My AP English Language teacher spends a lott of time on recommendations- if you are a strong student, you will get an incredible letter. However, he is known to be honest- not “lukewarm”, alright negative. He told another student (who was not in his class at that time) that if a student asks him about grades, he writes on their recommendation “this student cares more about grades than learning”. He even wrote a letter of rec on why a student shouldn’tt get accepted to the college (I don’t know who that student was or why he did but the source of that information is very reliable). I really liked my AP English teacher, learned a lot, and I really do like English. However, his class was tough and I definitely was stressed about grades- while I never was disrespectful and did not ask him to bump my grade, I don’t know if he could sense my stress. However, while I was stressed, I genuinely learned a lot in his class.
My US history teacher will write a standard rec. My AP English teacher might right a phenominal or a negative recommendation (there’s nothing to indicated a negative rec, just that I’m worried that there’s a chance). I’m a california resident, will only take privates/OOS if I get a merit scholarship. Should I take the risk and go with my English teacher- if he writes something negative, is that grounds for automatic rejections in all my privates/OOS if my other recommendations are very positive?