<p>Recently I find myself to be lazier than ever.</p>
<p>My school is on a semester system with 7 periods everyday. I have last period off which means I go home early. Usually I go to places with my gf and go home at 3 or 4. At home, I basically live in front of my computer. I’m not addicted or anything though, just that there is REALLY nothing better to do at home. I don’t play much games, only an hour or so of cs on most days. I don’t get on facebook/myspace that much either. Most of the time I just read articles on google reader and chat. I put my homework/study material in front of my keyboard but I never do them until it’s very late, or sometimes I procrastinate and decide to do/copy(shhh) them or study in class the next day. Usually I sleep at 12 or 1.</p>
<p>On school days my alarm is set to 5:50. I snooze the alarm every 10 minutes until I realize it’s getting too late. At 6:50 I get out of bed, take a shower, wash, get dressed, cram all my school stuff into my backpack, and run outside. By the time I get into my car, I look at the clock and it’s already 7:20. School starts at 7:30. I’m late to class at least once a week.</p>
<p>College applications were horrible. I’ve only written 1 essay and completed 1 app so far this winter break. Right now I have MS word minimized with only my opening sentence written for a 500 word essay. I’ve made no progress on it since 5PM. I still have another 500 word essay, two 300 word essays, and two 250-500 word essays to write, as well as three more applications to do. I planned to finish all of my applications on Dec 14 according to my task management application. Now I don’t know even how am I going to finish all of this before the break ends.</p>
<p>A lot of times I realize how crazy I am and decide to shape up. But then a few days later I would forget all about it and get lazy again. </p>
<p>I was not like this in my freshman and sophomore years. Even though I played more games back then, I knew when to stop, do my homework, and sleep early so I won’t fall asleep the next day in class. I didn’t need any external motivation to force me to do this stuff either.</p>