<p>I’m starting to change in an odd way.</p>
<p>Im starting to get paranoid, I feel that the economy will be horrible in the future so that if i get 6 figure job it will be a rough middle class job.</p>
<p>Then I’m very worried about gas, what are we going to do? will we have any cars? most people won’t be able to afforf future eco-friendly cars, either that or global warming will kill us.</p>
<p>then I’m worried about smoking, im 18 and I just started a month ago not doing it too much but im scared of lung cancer, I feel I can quit but it’s hard not to do it with others.</p>
<p>Then Im kinda scared of AIDS, kind of funny but I still wonder, my race isn’t really known to carry that disease and Im a virgin and have never had a family member with it (I think) but i feel that I havent kept my private clean after doing my business.</p>
<p>Then I’ve came to a point where I don’t trust cops for anything, I’ve been cited to so many things even for coming to school late. But Im not too worried.</p>
<p>It’s kinda odd to me because I used to be the kind with the f*** the world attitude and now Im a coward.</p>
<p>Well I’ve got to go cruise and smoke. sigh</p>