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<p>another haiku by Issa (1763-1872)</p>

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<p>(And for those of us who are far away from these trees and blossoms [physically, anyway]:
[Andy</a> Carvin’s Waste of Bandwidth: DC Cherry Blossoms Walking Tour](<a href=“http://www.andycarvin.com/archives/2008/03/dc_cherry_blossoms_walking_tour.html]Andy”>http://www.andycarvin.com/archives/2008/03/dc_cherry_blossoms_walking_tour.html).)</p>

<p>and another lung cancer “survivor”</p>

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<p>[A</a> BLUESY BENEFIT | APP.com | Asbury Park Press](<a href=“http://www.app.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080411/ENT/804110344/1300/ENT06]A”>http://www.app.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080411/ENT/804110344/1300/ENT06)</p>

<p>(P.S. Sumlin, if you’re not familiar with him, is a brilliant guitarist with a very distinctive style; his playing is much admired by many musicians who are far better known [Eric Clapton, Keith Richards, et al.].)</p>

<p>If you want to hear some of Sumlin’s guitar playing, on a classic Chicago blues track, go to YouTube and check out “Howlin’ Wolf - ‘Spoonful (1960).’”</p>

<p><a href=“http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spoonful[/url]”>http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spoonful&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

<p>Another Howlin’ Wolf / Sumlin fan here…I have LPs and CDs and have seen them live. Howlin’ Wolf (Chester Burnett) is deceased. What a group here in CC land.</p>

<p>Men suffer amputations, paralysis, continue to sail competitively, become World Champions:</p>

<p>[Beating</a> odds, they’re men against the sea- NJ.com](<a href=“http://www.nj.com/starledger/stories/index.ssf?/base/news-10/1207825506191670.xml&coll=1]Beating”>http://www.nj.com/starledger/stories/index.ssf?/base/news-10/1207825506191670.xml&coll=1)</p>

<p>Speaking of cherry blossoms: Wednesday when I went to my two classes they were buds. Three hours later they were open and fully in bloom as I passed the large, second story windows. I was in a cherry blossom heaven which created itself while I was teaching.</p>

<p>I thought of all of you, and especially LTS.</p>

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<p>[Comedian</a> says laughter is the key - The Edge](<a href=“http://media.www.westerncourier.com/media/storage/paper650/news/2008/04/09/TheEdge/Comedian.Says.Laughter.Is.The.Key-3311743.shtml]Comedian”>http://media.www.westerncourier.com/media/storage/paper650/news/2008/04/09/TheEdge/Comedian.Says.Laughter.Is.The.Key-3311743.shtml)</p>

<p>I am very appreciative of these links of successes and survivors; they help me more than anyone can imagine. </p>

<p>Today, I had #12 of 14 wbr treatments, followed by chemotherapy. I felt so horrible coming out of it - it was difficult to move, to walk from the hospital to the car, and then some minutes later from the car to my office. I cannot explain the feeling exactly but it just feels horrible. </p>

<p>But once again hard work and focus mitigates this horrible feeling. I worked the rest of the day, accomplished a LOT, came home, changed into workout gear, did another 90 minutes on the treadmill, and then went to dinner. I feel fantastic now. Nearly 100% better. I highly recommend serious exercise for anyone going through something like this.</p>

<p>Epistrophy, thank you again. And again. It just simply cannot be said enough.</p>

<p>Epistrophy, I just want to say thank you again. And again. I cannot say it enough.</p>

<p>LTS, exercise also has the benefit of causing your brain to produce “feel good” chemicals. (endorphins, dopamine, increased seratonin level, etc.). So keep it up! (I also am a couch potato who is totally in awe of you in this regard - it’s pretty hard for me to talk myself into spending 20 minutes a day walking, even though I, too, feel happier and more energized after any level of exercise).</p>

<p>I don’t know, but I wouldn’t be surprised if one immediate effect of wbr was to sap the brain of those chemicals. That would explain why you find yourself feeling totally miserable even though you don’t have physical symptoms like vomiting – its as if all the “happy” chemicals in your brain have been zapped. Then you get on that treadmill and boost the production of those chemicals-- restoring your brain to its normal balance. </p>

<p>I hope I am right, because if so then there are only 2 more wbr sessions to go and then you are done with that part.</p>

<p>LTS: Wow!, talk about mind over matter.
I am so happy that exercise is being such a useful tool for you.<br>
(I am in awe at your fortitude)</p>

<p>Hope you have a relaxing weekend.</p>

<p>LTS: If you didn’t have such a successful and rewarding career you could certainly be the new Richard Simmons or Susan Powder. You are so amazing.</p>

<p>I am glad these treatments will be done soon. Congrats on your incredible resiliency.</p>

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<p>[Cancer</a> survivors, cance stories of hope, inspirational cancer stories : My Story: Judith Toscano](<a href=“http://www.why-cancer.com/2006/07/my-story-judith-toscano.html]Cancer”>http://www.why-cancer.com/2006/07/my-story-judith-toscano.html)</p>

<p>That word won’t reproduce properly because the 3rd, 4th, 5th and 6th letters combine to make an offensive acronym that is out-of-bounds here.</p>

<p>Cycling: Roulston defies doctors in Tour of Southland triumph
12:00AM Sunday November 12, 2006</p>

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<p>[Cycling:</a> Roulston defies doctors in Tour of Southland triumph - 12 Nov 2006 - NZ Herald: New Zealand and International Sports News](<a href=“http://www.nzherald.co.nz/section/4/story.cfm?c_id=4&objectid=10410346]Cycling:”>http://www.nzherald.co.nz/section/4/story.cfm?c_id=4&objectid=10410346)</p>

<p>Mythmom thank you but it’s not all me; it’s the voices of the survivors and other sorts of outliers in every link that Epistrophy and others have posted; it’s the kind words and thoughts here; its’s the incredible encouragement and posts I get via PM and email; it’s the people in my real life support system who won’t even consider letting me as much as go to one single doctor’s appointment alone (I even tried to sneak to the doctors alone once and got caught); it’s my incredible daughter who will not allow me to take one small mistep, miss even one single meal, or an opportunity to strengthen my mind and body; it’s the collective voices of the long term survivors of this cancer who say to me in every telephone call and email exchange “come on, you’re like us, you can beat this”; it’s the incredible medical team with no less than five separate specialities of oncologists who are fighting very hard for me, it’s my business colleagues who are increasing their interaction with me vs. diminishing it (which is simply incredible) and, probably most of all, it’s the many, many prayers rising from this thread and other places. </p>

<p>I could be wrong but I believe is not possible to fight this battle alone: it requires incredible support. I am very, very lucky to have such support; I am simply blessed beyond all imagination. </p>

<p>And I intend to do all in my power to help others in this and similar situations. The five year survivor in Texas explained to me that he still becomes very frightened every now and then - what if the cancer comes back? I asked him how he worked his way past that fear. He responded that he and his wife now have ME to worry about, and guide through this, and that’s what gets them both through.</p>

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<p>Ah! That gets to the heart of what has, for me, characterized YOUR spirit all along, LTS: your constant looking outward to the needs and problems of others. I agree with this very wise 5-year survivor that looking outside of oneself can be the only way to overcome this fear. And I think you already have mastered that…</p>

<p>I am so proud of you and so very in awe of your character. And thankful for your compassion…</p>

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<p>[Cancer</a> gives new insight on relay’s purpose](<a href=“http://www.somdnews.com/stories/04112008/rectop142640_32136.shtml]Cancer”>http://www.somdnews.com/stories/04112008/rectop142640_32136.shtml)</p>

<p>(P.S. to LTS: You’re very welcome.)</p>

<p>Calmom, I sincerely hope you’re right. I cannot explain the horrible feeling, but, it’s really yucky. It is as if my lifeforce has been drained. It’s weird because there is no nausea, nothing hurts, etc., I don’t have any specific compliant or anything that I can ask a doctor to help with. It’s just this all-encompassing, horrible feeling. I don’t have it this morning of course - I feel very “normal” now, having my coffee, trying to decide are we doing a tour or breakfast or shopping or what’s on for today…I won’t have it again until the next wbr I expect. </p>

<p>But when I complete the wbr, especially these last two days, it has really been very, very, difficult for me, and I have had to really use a lot of mental moxie and effort to overcome it. I talked to the five year survivor about it and he said that this is normal, and in fact, he told me that with what I am fighting and the specificity of my disease course, this is going to get worse for me before it gets better. On the more positive side, he and his wife have counseled and supported many, many small cell cancer patients over the past two-three years, and none have my performance status, so in his (non-medical) opinion I am doing far better than anyone they have ever seen. </p>

<p>On a troubling note, I am on steroids, 4 mg/day, and, I have begged, pleaded, lobbied, negotiated, argued, and tried every trick possible to try to convince even just one of the four oncologists on my medical team to allow me to begin the taper off process. In spite of my best efforts I cannot get even one of them to approve the taper off process until after the last wbr treatment, which willl not happen until Thursday of next week, owing to my travel schedule. They won’t let me because they are concerned that brain swelling can happen at any time with wbr and the steroids protect me from this. To a person they all say NO, regardless of how much I plead, and, my primary oncologist assures me that 4 mg/day is nothing, it is not going to harm me. </p>

<p>Meanwhile, the steroids are a nightmare, causing all sorts of bloating, fluid retention, etc. I hate these things. There are times when I will ignore my doctors and do something different than what they say, but, this is not one of those times. So I am sort of stuck, and suffering. The treadmill does help but I am almost in the position of having to go out today and buy new suits for my meetings Monday and Tuesday, because I think my current suits might be a little tight, owing to water retention etc. due to the steroids. And that’s before we even get into the face swelling, etc. Ugh. </p>

<p>But I think the absolute worst part of the steroid effect is that it probably gives a false sense of security, and perhaps disguises how one’s body really feels. That’s the scary part - I am worried that things can be going very wrong with regard to how the cancer is responding, and, outside of the next PET/CT series, I will have no idea at all, because the steroids may be masking symptoms. </p>

<p>I am trying to think positive, to focus on being grateful and thankful; at least I can go out and buy new suits, get on a plane, and go to meetings, in spite of all. If anyone else is going through something similar, the best advice I have is drink tons of water, and exercise…</p>