<p>UCDAlum82, I never though until Countingdown posted the question, if you do need to look for a new trial, can I put some resources on it for you? Since this thing is going to be a marathon and not a sprint, weâre getting really good at looking for stuff, in other countries even, and if we can look for stuff for other poeple we might as well do that too.</p>
<p>Of course, once we find stuff, weâre absolutely lousy at evaluating it, considering not a one of us are doctors or anything close to it. </p>
<p>We are also looking for alternative therapies - I am not sure what I think of that yet, but, it seems to me that chemo etc. might kill the symptoms, but doesnât really impact the the origins of the cause of cancer. So no wonder such a high recurrance rate - I am not sure how to attack this but it seems to me to be just common sense that the answer lies in something outside of chemo, radiation, etc. There must be some way to change whatever it was that allowed cancer to happen in the first place. Otherwise, how in the world to hope to prevent recurrance? </p>
<p>Epistrophy, thank you so much for posting that. That helps me SO much, you have no idea how much. I do beleive that physical fitness is key to getting somewhere close to winning this. Nearly every day for some small amount of time - fortunately the duration is growing less and less - but anyway, a cold, paralyzing, chilling terror settles over me. Itâs the horror and fear of the bad scans and the statistics, and itâs the horror of leaving so much unfinished, and the unthinkable and unimaginable reality of not being able to fulfill so many dreams, of leaving people, projects, and actions behind. Going for a hard run, swimming, and intense weight lifting quiets the horror, chases it back, makes it go away, at least for a little while. </p>
<p>A friend of mine here in D.C. is trying to get me to train for a marathon. She can run from my house to my new office in one hour (she runs the Marine Corp. Marathon). I am not ready to run in D.C. for marathon training (mostly because I am not used to the colder weather) but Saturday morning Iâm going to try to walk-run the distance, with her supervising lol. </p>
<p>Countingdown, the cost of Gleeva sounds on par with the costs of some of the drugs used to stabilize non-small cell cancer. If it comes down to it, I plan to see if I can experiment with some of those drugs to fight my small cell cancer. Youâre absolutely correct in that some of these drugs end up being very helpful for diseases that are very different than what they were originally developed for.</p>