<p>This is totally pre-TASP TASP, hehe.</p>
<p>And so I’m not sure about this whole afterlife thing, although I do think alot about it (I have too much free time to think).</p>
<p>The explanation that appeals to me the most is the one you talk about, uber, that we are “recycled.” I think we differ slightly in that I believe that once you die, while your soul may “float” (for lack of a better word) around for a while, you’ll be reincarnated pretty soon. As in, there are a certain number of souls in the world and they just keep on getting recycled. Thus we’ve all lived many, many lives in the past but simply “forget” about our past life. This somewhat explains the reason why some die young in miserable conditions and others live forever, leading wonderful lives: you live based upon your past life and what you may have done.</p>
<p>But then:</p>
<p>The world population is growing. Where do these extra souls come from? Is God/the higher being generating them? And why does he feel inclined to do so? And how are the first lives of every new soul decided - lottery system? I feel like so much is dependant on chance…</p>
<p>Then I think about the heaven/hell explanation. So basically I would see it as…less a matter of your actions but rather as you as a whole. So judgement wouldn’t be a matter of - oh, you did 100 good acts but 101 bad acts, so you’re going to hell; but rather it depends on what KIND of person you are (kind of like the Puritan belief that people are already “chosen” to be holy).</p>
<p>But then:</p>
<p>How does everybody fit into heaven/hell? Just wondering, because that WOULD be an awful lot of people. And why would God bother creating bad people if he knew they were going to go to hell anyway? And how does God/higher being decide that hey - I’m going to make Jenny live a great life while I put Charles here under the poverty level in the streets?</p>
<p>Or if we delve into the - it DOES matter what your actions are:</p>
<p>But then:</p>
<p>As I said before, what happens to babies who never have the chance to do anything? What are they judged upon? And do people age in heaven/hell or at they at a constant age? Rather mean, isn’t it, for the people who die at 1 or the people who die at 120. But if we WERE to age, then essentially we wouldn’t be able to live forever, and so heaven/hell is simply an extension of human life, and not an eternal one? And how exactly do you judge a life’s worth of actions? </p>
<p>Or we have no afterlife whatsoever, and once we die we are dead. No more thinking (isn’t it scary? It’s like…when you’re sleeping you’re not aware of anything until you wake up, but if you die you’d NEVER wake up).</p>
<p>But then:</p>
<p>Why would God/a higher being give people the hope of an afterlife if there wasn’t one? A tad cruel, in my opinion. But I guess it’s not like we’re particularly entitled to anything…</p>
<p>And I’m sure there are other other “afterlife” explanations but I really do need to go study for SAT IIs.</p>