<p>You live life to the fullest…
and you devote 130% into everything you do…</p>
<p>Downside:
You get hurt if it’s a negative outcome… But then you get over it quickly cus there’s always a new obssession in life 
tee hee</p>
<p>you also lose a heck of a lot of sleep! and then you get obsessively depressive once the results turn sour.</p>
<p>lol you’re going to have a fun life.</p>
<p>the best combo…</p>
<p>obssession and eternal optimism
i believe you get far with this combo… at least i hope!</p>
<p>goodness gracious me… how would i ever get through the days without cc…
i love you guys!</p>
<p>No—i live my life hoping for the best and expecting the worst, that way you’re always pleasantly surprised.</p>
<p>Except…for the first time in my life, with columbia, for some ungodly reason, i expect to get in, and i Just have this feeling I’ll be disappointed.</p>
<p>I dunno… Columbia’s sucha great mystery to me…
I have no idea what is going to happen.
And yet I have this really weirdddd feeling deep down inside me … that just KNOWS I’ll get in…
But I could be completely wrong.
I’m in a bit of a predicament…
I guess I’ll just wait and see…</p>
<p>Is there something wrong with me… If I have this gut feeling that I’ll get in… O boy… I don’t know anything anymore!</p>
<p>That’s how I felt last year just before the decision.</p>
<p>i’m actually starting to like my backup. They’d give me a full scholarship, and it would be really fun. Being near home. I still like Columbia better, but I wouldn’t be unhappy there…</p>