<p>I usually end up approaching major, consequential effects in my life verrrry ill-prepared. As a high school student, this kind of usually means the day of the SAT or AP week(s) or Awards night or Class Elections. </p>
<p>For example, the night before my SAT’s, I had an all night Lord of the Rings marathon with my sibs, coupled with feverish packing cause I had a flight to catch (for India…for a month) a couple hours after the test. And although I hated to walk into the testing room groggy and frantic about leaving the country that day, I ended up sitting down and taking an important test that had the potential to decide my future (dramatic lol). I thought I’d get a 1000. </p>
<p>I don’t even remember taking the test…I was SO out of it. I got a 2210, which I realize is quite average by CC standards, but also pretty good despite the circumstances and lack of preparation. I plan to retake the SAT’s this October (after studying this summer and a good nights sleep!) but… I feel like I would lose what I have come to regard as the ‘Sleep Deprivation Effect.’</p>
<p>The SAT’s is only one example of where I’ve managed to just pull success even when the situation is downright horrible: I’m sleep deprived, crazed, hungry, and ready to pass out. It’s not only me - but also my sister, a few friends, and countless others, who manage to do amazing things even while half conscious.</p>
<p>In fact, I’ve realized that in most occasions where I’ve succeeded or accomplished something…or done something I’m proud of, I was usually in such a state. Which brings me to the main point of this whole post: I’m afraid to study and be ‘normally’ prepared for things now because I feel like it would ruin my mojo. I’ve always done things this way - and it’s gotten me this far, right? It works for me, so I feel like doing things differently will throw me off. Its a superstitious sort of thing.</p>
<p>And you can’t deny it…people do the most amazing things when they’re not fully awake. My theory is that people tend to let their mental juices flow more naturally because they’re not consciously trying to divert them some way or another. And thus sleep deprivation results in some pretty amazing end products. </p>
<p>I’m sure a lot of you have experienced this kind of thing… thoughts?</p>