<p>I used to consider myself spiritual… I used to read the upanishads; practice abstinence and celibacy. But now I’m a hedonist. I’ve become what I used to hate. And I’m ready to get back to being centered. At the same time, I know this college thing won’t help me with that. Getting a job is just going to make me miserable in the long-run, because there is no mainstream “job” for me. Heck, I’m a senior in resource conervation, and I cant even explain what that is.</p>
<p>Eastern spiritual thought has always inspired me. I also love the orient… I can’t explain why. So I am thinking about going to phuket and staying in a meditation center for awhile… The center also offers TESOL certification and job placement. Probably I’ll go in December when there’s no school… that way, I still have summer, 2012 for an internship that will allow me to earn some money. I’ll try to finish my degree…</p>