<p>so, our annual topic of the year: “find x”.</p>
<p>i would like to write like a conversation between two people. sorta like to show existentialism, and to show the utter meaninglessness of finding x when x is nothing and everything.</p>
<p>I wrote a western cowboy story where X was the convict and I was the cop. And I attached a cartoony wanted poster for X. All that existentialism stuff makes my essay look elementary. O_O</p>
<p>Still, it has to be refreshing to read an essay as frank and gutsy as yours dontfeedsparky amidst a sea of essays that may try to be clever within varying degrees of success.</p>
<p>“i would like to write like a conversation between two people. sorta like to show existentialism, and to show the utter meaninglessness of finding x when x is nothing and everything.”</p>
<p>that sounds like “Sunset Limited” by Cormac McCarthy</p>
<p>Im writing a conversation with God well more like God is ‘x’ and Im trying to find him (if he is even there and listening)and my thought process in doing so</p>
<p>I wrote about how “finding x” was the goal of all the math I’ve been learning since starting algebra in 2nd grade. I compared it to hide-and-go-seek.</p>
<p>Then I talked about how I started sucking at Calculus because the goal was no longer to find x, but to find the derivative/ integral of x.</p>
<p>Kind of a childish essay, but I thought it was a pretty good conceit.</p>
<p>If you want to expand on Hamlet’s soliloquy or existentialism read Rosencrantz and /guildenstern Are Dead by Tom Stoppard, it’s great and not very long.</p>