<p>After reviewing my performance this whole year, I've concluded that engineering is not suitable for me. We had an exam almost once every week this whole year, and every time, I get horrible grades because of technical issues like, calculations error, misread minute details, etc. Moreover, I study endlessly to learn the material and feel confident taking the test and afterward, but it all gets shattered when I get my test back and discover these silly mistakes. </p>
<p>I suspected that I had mental disabilities that barred me from achieving my full potential, so I visited a psychiatrist and he agreed with me, and prescribed some meds, which I'm taking now, and they seem to help, but just a bit. I know that disability resources offer special accommodations for testing, but they have special requirements for screening which I cannot obtain for this year. Maybe they can help me next year, but I don't wanna rely on them because if I were to get a degree in engineering, my mental disorders will still hinder me, and there won't always be a disability resources to help me.</p>
<p>Engineering isn't meant for everyone, and I learned this myself this year. I had friends who went to college for engineering before me, and told me the same. I didn't believe them at first, thinking that everyone has the same capability of learning, but it's true: everyone's minds work differently, and for some like me, the field of engineering just isn't a fair playing field.</p>
<p>But why transfer into business? I have a lot of reasons, and there are not anything along the lines of less difficulty. I don't think business is gonna be easier, but I don't think it's necessarily harder either. I only think that business will be a different experience, one suitable for a mind like mine, based on differences between engineering and business and my own personal strengths and weaknesses.</p>
<p>But now I'm worried because they have to look at my semester grades first and I did not do too well on those. I got a 3.37 last semester and hopefully a 3.4-3.5 this semester. I know I've been complaining a lot on these forums, and deeply apologize, but my life's a mess right now, and I just wanna set things in order. But as said, before, the classes I'm taking now are nothing but one exam after another and my mental disability has hindered that. I also have not taken any business classes either, mainly because the BME curriculum pretty much prevents anything else, though I do intend to over the summer to get a feeling about business and make any credits I missed for this past year.</p>
<p>Anything I should tell the dean to maximize my chances?</p>