<p>aww…i was eating cereal but i stopped eating…i thought i was gonna puke…
I tried to prepare myself for R…but i couldn’t!
I was fine…and then i felt like puking while eating 
whatever happens…i’ll try not to break down…
it’s less then an hour away from getting my answer…
hopefully you’ll continue to see me on this board…but the chances are slim to none…but i’ll try to take it gracefully and stop freaking out :)</p>
<p>i just visited Dartmouth board…and i’m really scared…ahhhh now i now what FEAR means…</p>
<p>just ordered Chinese food…i decided to take out my stress on food…but if R, then i would probably end up throwing up or throwing out all the food…</p>