<p>I received an automated message that my application for admission to a graduate program at UC Davis was being decided upon and in 4 days I’d have an answer.</p>
<p>First of all: What’s the point of this message other than to terrify you for the next 4 days?</p>
<p>If I’m not admitted, then just say so and don’t bother with a stressful preamble. I’d rather the killing stroke be short, sweet, and momentarily painful than having this dragged out for a week.</p>
<p>What does this message even mean? Does having to think about it mean you’re just not automatically denied? Similarily, are they on the fence about you and need some sort of chink in your application armor to cut you and are thinking about that?</p>
<p>I suspect it’s just an automation that means exactly nothing either good or bad about my application. Regardless, I’m now anxious to the point of sleeplessness and horrifying 3 a.m. wallowing to the tune of “I have no idea what to do if I don’t get in somewhere. I don’t have another plan. Everything I’ve worked for and given up will mean nothing.”</p>
<p>Does anyone know what this means, if anything?</p>
<p>Grad school is a series of humbling moments but Jesus H. Toast, this is both bizarre and kind of mean.</p>