Hello I’m Valedictorian of my high school of around 1100 people. And I got rejected from every college I applied to besides UTD and UT Austin- both which I was auto-admitted to since I’m a TX resident (although I did have to apply for the CS major in UT Austin). UMichigan, UW, UC Berkeley, Stanford, Harvard, Princeton, Cornell, Columbia, MIT. All rejected.
I don’t know what to think, I know that colleges don’t define your worth but like, with each rejection it feels worse and worse. I can’t help but think that I feel like these last 4 years of my life were wasted just like that- like the colleges just decided my high school career wasn’t good enough. I even thought I had alright extracurriculars, I’m co-captain of the high school hockey team and part of a T2 hockey team, president of math club, coding/robotics club, outside mathematics and foreign language school, built my own videogame, coding projects, etc.
Seeing everybody else in my school get into these colleges that I got rejected from hurts even more, and for the past week I’ve been trying to figure out what they have that I don’t. Was it my essays? Did I not do enough UIL competitions? Should I have done more activities? I’m not sure. I know the competition is fierce for these top colleges, but in my head I thought I had a chance because I felt like I accomplished as much as I could during high school, grinding out AP classes daily. It feels like my dedication for the past 4 years wasn’t deemed worthy enough. IDK.
I know that UT Austin is a great school for CS but I really wanted to go somewhere East Coast for college and it’s not longer possible. It’s my fault for not applying to other colleges.
Sorry for the rant, just had to get all this off my chest.