I’m not sure if this is in the right section or not but… (This may become a long post. Sorry…)
I have been interested in attending The University of Tsukuba for the past 5 years now, however it was only until recently that I realized I needed to get my grades together. I use to have a 2.7 in my Freshman year of high school, and then in my sophomore I ended my year with a 2.9. I have a learning disability (A.D.D, and occasionally my generalized anxiety disorder will affect me as well) So I am not sure that will be taken into account.
Now, I am a junior, and I now have a 3.25, but I am planning on raising it up to a 3.70. I am really motivated to go to college in Japan, but I’m very worried about my grades.
I don’t really stand out compared to other students, I don’t do a lot of extracurricular activities because I live so far away from my high school. I go to an agricultural high school, and it’s an 45 minute drive from my house to the school. I don’t have enough time to stay after, and I have been trying to find jobs so I can work.
But I’ve already been to Japan before for a language school. I was there for 2 weeks and I even got a certificate from it. The company that I went to is even willing to write me letters of recommendation for me. However, I still don’t think that it’s enough.
As previously stated, I’m not an academically strong student. I’m average, but I try hard. Yet I’m going to have a competition for the university, especially since I want to get into the sociology major. 504 students apply for it, but only 84 are accepted all together.
These numbers scare me. I come from a family who barely even go to college and never aim high. Yet here I am. I want to secure myself at least a small spot of hope, yet every time I feel like I’m one step closer, I fall 2 steps back. I’m scared that all this time and effort will go to waste, and I’m only setting myself up for a major disappointment.
I am VERY passionate about studying at Tsukuba to the point where I have researched all I can about the university. But will that be enough? Probably not. Yet I still want to try, and I want to succeed.
