<p>I love Jane Austen!! and Pride and Prejudice! Ahhhh! :)</p>
<p>Almost the 15th! Positive wishes for you all :)</p>
<p>ive taken to running. </p>
<p>a lot.</p>
<p>Well, I don’t think I’ll be able to eat till I get results… And I haven’t eaten in 12 hours. So my brain’s slowly shutting down… I think soon I won’t even be able to think about results. heheh. Way to keep your mind off things :P</p>
<p>^ Now, if you die of starvation before decisions come out…not good.</p>
<p>Once again, it didn’t cross my mind all day at school =)
It did hit me hard however as soon as I walked into my room and saw the booklet thingy they mailed me a few months ago!</p>
<p>i thought i’d listen to a song… then -oh the irony- the lyrics:</p>
<p>crash crash burn let it all burn </p>
<p>what r u trying to tell me god?</p>
<p>Once again, it didn’t cross my mind all day at school =)
It did hit me hard however as soon as I walked into my room and saw the booklet thingy they mailed me a few months ago!</p>
<p>Try this song: “there can be miracles, when you belieeeeevvvee”</p>
<p>that’s really the best I can do right now</p>
<p>hahahhahahahah but the new 30 seconds to mars is too good despite all the misery its causing me rn 
tokio hotel is good too</p>
<p>dude it would really suck if someone did die like half an hour before decisions came out o.o</p>
<p>as crazy and worrying as this is… that idea sounds very tempting rn :P</p>
<p>there is nothing I can do to stop thinking about this</p>
<p>I’ve decided it’s fine no matter what. One of my good friends was deferred from Brown and she’s like the smartest person I know…and she’s fine so I know I’ll be fine. :)</p>
<p>Here is the new question:</p>
<p>How do you keep your mind off of your big fat deferral?</p>
<p>^thats a better question
for me, the answer is, ADD MORE COLLEGES to my list :(</p>
<p>my answer: try to persuade myself that I actually do like other schools besides yale while trying to write “Why do you want to go to this school?” essays.</p>
<p>chibistar- i hate!!! those essays.
im currently in love with dartmouth application. no extra essays or short answer questions!</p>