<p>First off, I’m a newbie on this forum but I have looked through the FinAid forums to try to find an answer to my question. Unfortunately, none of the posts I’ve looked at seem to really fit my situation. Also, this is going to be kind of long so get comfortable.</p>
<p>This current Fall semester I was supposed to go on a study abroad trip to France (I was a French major at the time, but have since switched to a different major in the past several months). I got my aid in early August, which was around $11k (they disbursed ALL the funds to me since I would have the pay the French university directly), and then paid for my plane ticket, pre-paid some of my bills for the duration that I’d be gone, as well as anything else that I needed to pay for. So before I even left about 1/3 if not almost half of the money was already spent.</p>
<p>So, I arrive in France. I’ve been to France before, hell I’ve been to 13 countries. I love traveling and I France, this should be fine, it should be fun. Well, actually, no. It’s not. I completely freak out with full on black out panic attacks which I’ve never had, or had anything close to that in my life since I’m a pretty mellow, level-headed person. I’m not able to function, I’m in physical pain, and am in no shape to to be able to attend classes in a completely foreign language. So I decided the best thing for me to do was leave. There were other contributing factors as to why I left, and why I was having panic attacks, but that’s the basic story as to how I came to be in the mess that I am currently in. The rest is personal, and not relevant to what my current situation is. </p>
<p>I get back home and immediately work on trying to drop from the semester as it was already about 3+ weeks into the semester at home and I wouldn’t have been able to sign up for normal classes. I speak with my advisers and the financial aid office trying to figure out what I needed to do. I successfully drop from the semester, and was told that I would need to pay back some of my loan. Keyword: SOME. The advisers that I spoke to at financial aid said I would probably not have to pay back the full amount and there would be options for repaying what I owed. Considering I had already spent a good deal of the money before I left, and then more in order to change my flights and get back home I was okay with paying a partial amount of the loan.</p>
<p>At this point it was just a waiting game to see what information the school got back to me with regarding what I owed. I think it was a month and a half later when I checked my student site (where I add/drop classes, check on my loans, etc.) as I had been doing every day just in case that I find that I have a past due balance of around $11k, the full amount of my loans. I didn’t get a call or an e-mail about it, and may not have known about it if I wasn’t checking that page religiously. But you know, whatever. It was there, I knew about it then, so fine, let’s just move on. </p>
<p>I went ahead and paid what I could, $1500 with the money I had left (I had to pay my bills as well contribute some of the money to my family during those months) and called the financial aid office to see what was up. They said that I owed the full amount, that they didn’t know why the person I spoke to before told me I wouldn’t have to pay the full amount, and that there were no payment options they could offer in order to pay it off. They also told me that until it was paid off I wouldn’t be able to attend anymore classes, and if I didn’t pay it off by Jan 15 that it would be sent to collections. Well, that really friggin’ sucks. But it is what it is, and I just have to do what needs to be done.</p>
<p>Now, ever since I’ve gotten back home I’ve been looking for a job as I knew I had to pay back the loan as well as pay all my other bills. Sending out about 10-15 applications a day on craigslist, monster, and applying to jobs directly on their websites. I had maybe two interviews between the time I started applying (late August) until about late November when I got hired for a seasonal part time job at a store in the mall paying $8.50 an hour working roughly 18-20 hours a week. Doing the math on that, I wont be able to pay off the $9K+ loan for well over a year. I still haven’t been able to find a 2nd, let alone a 3rd job to make extra money. </p>
<p>To top it all off, I found out last week that the one job I do have is going to be closing for remodeling and wont be opening again until April, thus resulting in everyone at the store getting laid off. So I’m back at square one, and that’s where I’m at right now.</p>
<p>There are also some other things I should add to help clarify my situation, since I know there will be some people who will answer with suggestions that may not be possible for me, or I’ve already tried them. </p>
<p>I already live with my parents, who are both unemployed. My mother is on disability and we all (my mom, dad, my two bothers and myself) live off her social security checks. My dad is a full time student, so his financial aid helps supplement our monthly income. They both have terrible credit.</p>
<p>I, too, have terrible credit. So there’s no hope in me getting a loan from a bank even with my parents as co-signers. </p>
<p>As I’ve already said before, I’m already looking for work. For Any work. I’m this close to selling my body on e-bay. So trust me, I’m working my butt off to get jobs to pay this loan off. </p>
<p>I have already been to and have graduated from Community College with an AA. </p>
<p>Normally with financial aid my school is entirely affordable. Each semester is somewhere between $4-$5k, and I get about $10-$11k each semester. So it’s not a case where I’m going to a school that is, I guess you could say, above my means. It’s the cheapest 4 year school in my area. As long as I’m in school receiving financial aid I’m able to live off my refund and pay all my bills with no problems. </p>
<p>I’ve exhausted all my options in regards to speaking to my academic and financial aid advisers. My school isn’t the best when it comes to giving students straight answers, and will Always give me the run around. Their website isn’t much help either.</p>
<p>The past due amount that I owe isn’t for my actual loans with Sallie Mae, which I’ve already had to start paying back as my 6 month grace period is up. It’s with my actual school, since they paid the lender back so I subsequently have to pay the school back.</p>
<p>Most importantly, Yes I know I got into this mess all on my own. I know I have to pay my loans back, I knew that when I registered for school. I know these are grown up problems and I have to be a big girl and deal with it. Trust me, I know all that, and I’m working my ass off trying to sort it all out. If I have to work for the next 3 years, or even the next 15 years to pay off the loan in order to get back into school I will. I wish and hope there’s a way I can get back into school sooner, but I know realistically that’s not going to be the case. So please hold back a bit when you’re scolding me, 'cause I do know all these things and I feel pretty damn guilty already. </p>
<p>So after All that back story, my questions to you guys are: </p>
<p>What can I expect to happen after my loan goes to collections? 'Cause it will, I have no chance of being able to pay it off before the due date. What will the payments be like, and what kind of options, if any, do I have for payments?</p>
<p>When can I expect to be able to re-enroll in classes again? Will it have to be after the past due balance is completely paid off, or is there a chance I can register after I’ve paid off a portion of it?</p>
<p>How does going to collections affect my SAP and my eligibility for Financial Aid in the future?</p>
<p>Any kind of help or information you guys can give me would be immensely helpful. I’m really at a loss as to what’s going to happen, or what I can do. All I know I CAN do is get a job, or multiple jobs in order to pay off the loan. So I would be so grateful with any kind of information you guys can give me.</p>
<p>Thanks.</p>