<p>I am living in California. My brother was 18 when we arrive in US, and got his license at 19. He is now 22. I think he is allowed to teach me to drive. I have been practicing almost a year now which is why I think I am ready. Anyway, I just got back from DMV. I waited almost 2 hours, and when it was my turn for the test, the instructor said that my left brake light was not working and I need to reschedule. I was really surprised and disappointed. When I went home, I asked my father to repair my brothers car, so I could take the test, and he asked me to give him $200 and I said okay, then he added that I should just wait when he is not busy. </p>
<p>I am so annoyed now. I dont want to fight my father especially that I know he is only doing this to protect me. Moreover, he said that I shouldnt join any clubs, and only get internship if it is required. What matters most is graduating as soon as possible. As much as I dont like my fathers attitude, I cant deny I need him badly. I just wish he would be more understanding, and that he would listen more to what I am saying. </p>
<p>I really felt ashamed and useless not being able to drive especially because most people my age already have tons of driving experience. Besides, I have really not done anything except passing all my classes. My father is too strict, and I am a coward for letting him control me. I am just confuse and scared because I am still new to the country. However, I have a friend who also immigrated here for only a few years, but she was able to attend a good university in East Coast, and live on her own. I wish I can be like her. I dont know why I am so weak. Life here seems so complicated.</p>