I am currently stuck in a weird situation and need some advice. I will try to keep this as short and concise as possible, but if you need to ask me to clarify something, feel free to ask!
I am a senior at a university I transferred to in my junior year (Fall 2014) and I am majoring in Biology. Before I transferred, I was attending a community college and graduated with an A.S degree. To be truthful, this degree that was only supposed to take me 1.5 years to complete had taken a little bit over three years but I am still pleased that I managed to complete it.
The university I transferred to wasn’t my first or second choice, but I decided to attend it anyway since I didn’t want to waste any more time out of school. Worst. Decision. EVER. Without going into too much detail: I hate the university, the area I live in, and I have felt homesick since day one. I moved from a relatively rural area to a major city in order to attend my university and just had a difficult time adjusting to everything involved with a large metro area. As a young person, I know that sounds ridiculous but I really enjoyed rural living (it’s quiet, peaceful, and cheap!) and I miss my parents. <-- I know that also sounds ridiculous…23 years old and the only friends/people I trust are my parents.
So, on to the elephant in the room…I have been academically dismissed from my university. For the second time. I knew exactly what I needed to fix the first time around in order to be a successful student and convinced my advisors to give me a second chance once I raised my GPA to a 2.0. However, the Fall 2015 semester was a complete nightmare for me; especially since I was having difficulty passing a course I needed in order to complete my degree (organic chemistry). Final grade were dismal (C’s, D’s, and an F due to organic chemistry) which then pushed my GPA under 2.0. Due to this drop in my GPA, I was automatically dismissed from my university and my appeal for reinstatement was rejected. I am now currently stuck in a rental lease for another four months that I can’t afford to pay for and searching for a job.
I’m kind of at a loss on what to do because I believe my situation is slightly different than what most “failed” college students experience. Most people advise dismissed students to go back to community college, obtain a degree, and then apply again to a university in order to finish a Bachelors degree. I was a senior, already have an associates degree, and completed approximately 100 credit hours before I was dismissed. I’m SO CLOSE to completing my degree and wish to apply to a university closer to home, but my only options are two private universities and a historically black university (do they even accept white students?). All three require that I must be eligible to return back to the previous institution that I attended, but obviously I am not eligible since they rejected my reinstatement appeal. Would it even be worth applying to these schools or are they going to outright reject me due to being dismissed? There isn’t anything more in the world that is more important to me than finishing my degree but I feel like I hit a roadblock and it is all my fault.
Please, if you have an advice, I would greatly appreciate it.