I’ve wanted to go to Yale since forever, and I’ve tried my best in everything not just for the university but for myself: 1590 SAT, 98.5 average this year (grade 11), international competitions for biology and environmental sciences, pursuing a fashion portfolio with a mini handmade clothing business that hosts summer pop -ups and has become decently successful. 7 APs, fashion and biology research internships, executive positions, school awards. we do valedictorian for grade 11 too here (prep school) and I was valedictorian.
The problem is, I basically failed grade 10 and grade 11 gym with low 70s and 60s. Hear me out- I’m not unfit, I do competitive dance and I love running. The reason I was failing was a) while I’m really good at individual sports and arts, I suck at team sports cause I naturally have HORRIBLE reaction times and literally cannot catch a ball for my life. I’ve tried every single thing ever (classes, trying to join teams, sports with friends) and let’s admit it, some people just aren’t meant to be athletic. being athletic and being fit are two very different things. b) I have had a lot of health concerns and I missed a couple days of assessment.
My school is very much a cutthroat prestigious prep school who cares far more for about performance than effort whatsoever- you’d think that with all the personal health problems and my several attempts to talk about how I’m trying my best, I participate, etc. and anxiety that stems when I bring the team down and the teacher just stares at me like I"m an idiot the school would help… it’s a prep school, they don’t care.
So, will this matter for universities? I have no idea how to make this better…