<p>Awe…you know it’s the third one…I had him when I was close to forty and he was supposed to be a girl…I carried him differently and his heart rate was high…everyone was sure I was going to get my girl until the amnio and I cried for a week… and he took alot out of me physically, but he’s my sweetie (even though he’s 6’4" and 210 pounds) and he resembles me the most on many levels. He’s so self sufficient and on point I think he’s been the lead this entire college process and he’s been so mellow about the whole thing after his brothers. I think he knows I’m struggling alittle to get on top of it all so yes, he’s like a plant that I forget to water sometimes and he quietly got his apps done and submitted mid mid-October with zero nagging. When he was little and constantly pushing I thought I’d never survive, now I think I’ll miss him the most. I’m secretly hoping he stays in-state (which he doesn’t know.)</p>