you have desire to go to a top colleges but you dont know you dont know what you should do.

i have learned english for 5 years. first i thought its boring and none of try to learn. my mom always tells me about learning english and get into top colleges. one time i thought what is the important thing in my life. money, love, family or good job. it makes so angry. people says all of them is important but i realized that the most important thing is your head and your ability. when i realized it everything gone my age, my ability etc. now i am very desiring to get into college and i want to learn, want to live without somebody.

Are you an international student or do you live in the USA? When will you graduate from HS? Go to some college admissions websites and look up the requirements for international applicants. I’d say you’ll likely need to take the TOEFL – your post here indicates not complete mastery of English – frankly, I don’t know what you’re saying or asking.