Am I Stupid?

<p>^ congrats 98 100th post lol</p>

<p>oh yeah. ironic with my huge bold purple number, micro. lawlz. :)</p>

<p>Because failing a test means you fail at life! Go cry in a corner. Now. And grow some balls and move on.</p>

<p>you tell 'em.</p>

<p>This thread should be renamed “tough love”.</p>

<p>This is staying with me forever… Especially how people mentions it to me EVERYDAY!
“look that’s the girl that’s ranked #2 with 398… HAHAH”
<em>whisper</em>
Guy: “dude she got a 398, I knew she’s dumb”
Girl: " then how is she # 2?"
Guy: " I don’t know… Probably cause she’s a teachers pet"
Girl: “or cause she just does her work”
Guy: “or she’s a cheater…”
HAHAHAHA
( & of course they found out because everyone would ask me what I got…thinking I’d get a perfect score)</p>

<p>hearing this everyday makes me really sad :frowning: I seriously cry myself to sleep every night…</p>

<p>^^ nothing will prove to them that I’m smart… Because failing the EASIEST test in the world was that one mistake I made that will not make up for the million things I’d do good on.
D’: CAN I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP & NEVER WAKE UP?</p>

<p>^probably it could be that they’re jealous of you, seriously like I said before</p>

<p>LIVE YOUR LIFE AND GET OFF THE COMPUTER</p>

<p>ATTENTION</p>

<p>This thread is 8 pages too long. As such, I suggest that we stop posting on this thread so that it stops growing. Let OP wallow in her own filth of a thread until she figures out that she is only having a conversation only with herself. Hopefully, if we all abide by these rules, this thread will fall of the face of HSL. Thank you.</p>

<p>Why would they be jealous of someone that got a 398 on the CAHSEE?</p>

<p>Okay… I know you guys don’t want to keep this thread “alive” but my CAHSEE came home from the mail,
& I faced my reality. But still disappointed so I retook the practice test online…I missed 7 on the practice test online, but 13 on my real one. What does that mean? Any suggestion? I swear answer me this & this thread is DONE :D</p>

<p>Ok the CAHSEE. I drew a picture for the essay and somehow managed to get 100 on the whole test anyway. </p>

<p>CAHSEE means nothing. If you pass, you’re allowed to graduate. If you don’t, you can’t. Sounds like you passed so woohoo</p>

<p>@ alwaysleah
Why would you not even try on the essay? But I got a 3.5 on my essay… So must have done horrible on the m/c. </p>

<p>But glad to know someone else that’s smart ( it seems like you’re smart based on ur topics/threads) </p>

<p>& if you don’t mind answering… Failing the CAHSEE your first time, considering you’re taking AP classes & such, how did people react to that? </p>

<p>(since you can relate to me I’d like a feedback from you :))</p>

<p>Oh… Well this is awkward…</p>

<p>I got 100%</p>

<p>Did they just start scoring the essays this year? They used to just incorporate them into the writing score or whatever. Everyone at my school said that they didn’t read them so I wanted to check. All I know is that I got a perfect score so I guess I did well on the multiple choice. </p>

<p>Wait you passed it though didn’t you? If you didn’t, you can just retake it. It’s not a big deal.</p>

<p>WOOOW! Thanks for making me feel bad & depress again :’(</p>

<p>But yes I passed with a proficient & advance but I thought I’d get 100% on both D:</p>

<p>Well… The essay incorporates with the English portion but it’s only 1/3 of it. How on earth did u get 100% when you didn’t even write an essay? Am really dumb…I can’t believe it! I’m ACTUALLY DUMB. This score haunts me every day… Before I go to sleep I think about my 398 & cry to myself. I can’t get over it…</p>

<p>You’re not dumb. It’s a standardized test. My school happens to teach what’s on it, yours probably doesnt.</p>

<p>But they were COMMON SENSE. & All the top ten pwople from my class passed it with a 100%, except for me… </p>

<p>They ask you stuff like
“the words unwrapped on my tongue”
A. Hyperbole
B. literary device
C. Imagery
OF COURSE IT’S C!!! Ughhhh who’s dumb enough to not knw that</p>

<p>Thinking about this again… Makes me even more sad.</p>

<p>Maybe it just that you work hard for your grades. Think about that for a change.</p>

<p>Yeah working hard and getting A’s are VERY hard to do & I managed that. I’ve taken the CST tests every year & always get advance on them. This shocked me… & now I’m scarred for life. Nothing can heal this wound & my intellegence is nothing but a lie. unless I pass my AP exams this upcoming May. Then I’ve proved myself wrong & that I’m not dumb.</p>

<p>I’m not going to get anywhere in life. Can some share stories that I can relate to? To make myself feel better :’( it’s been almost a week now & I’ve still haven’t gotten over this. Still going to cry tonight about this. I think I’ll have a good crying session by myself this weekend…</p>