<p>-friday night
-at Rutgers to play with my high school band festival
-see this cute asian girl about my height in another band
-she plays the flute
-that makes her 6.5 times cuter
-tell all my friends I’m gonna get her number
-later that night at the after-performance-inter-band-pizza-party
-I see her
-hands sweaty as ever
-start walking to her
-OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG WAT DO I DO
-still walking to her
-getting closer every second
-start to shake i’m so nervous oh god please no
-im literally 3 feet away from her
-we make eye contact
-i quickly turn my head and speed-walk the other way</p>
<p>Lol, male beta moments…? 609, no offense, but I find u really weird. U have the courage to tell a girl u love her, but not enough to just approach a girl? U need to find more confidence dude.</p>
<p>And then descuff interjects with cool story, bro. Lol.</p>
<p>Bro I’m beta all the time. I always feel somewhat insecure and I pass up opportunities for simple conversations. I’ve been killing myself for being alpha around this one girl when I first met her and after that I was beta all the time … </p>
<p>The second time I saw her, I ended up right next to her in lunch at a really really crowded table and we were elbow to elbow but I couldn’t even make myself say “hi” to her. I just sat there and stuffed my pizza into my orifice. Still killing myself for that.</p>