Hello everyone,
I’m hoping to get some guidance and clear up some doubts about my future career path. Here’s some context:
Background
- I’m a 25-year-old French citizen with a non-academic family background.
- I was the first in my family to attend high school and chose a scientific baccalaureate for its opportunities.
- I then pursued a computer science degree in university.
- After graduating, I felt unsure about pursuing a PhD or academia due to workload and income concerns in France.
Work Experience
- I took a software engineering job at a tech consulting company, but it wasn’t my dream role and lacked the learning opportunities I craved.
- I left after two years, partly due to recommendations from university mentors and partly because the job wasn’t fulfilling.
- Despite this, I still see tech companies as a last resort and am open to climbing the ladder in that field.
Self-Discovery
- I volunteered abroad in a non-English speaking country this year, learning the foreign language (A1 level) as a challenge to myself and to help connect with the people as to facilitate my job.
- This experience helped me connect with new people, learn about other cultures, and test my interest in training others.
- While I enjoyed training teenagers and young adults, I was left wanting to make a bigger impact.
Current Situation
- I doubt my skills and knowledge at times, which impacts my self-confidence.
- I’m interested in areas like model engineering, symbolic systems, formal methods, and cybersecurity (though my math proficiency is lacking) for their applications on the real world.
- My family can’t provide financial support: my mother doesn’t work, my father’s income is low, and our relationship is strained.
- My brother is currently pursuing a Master’s degree, another dropped out of high school, and the youngest is finishing high school this year (who I want to encourage to pursue higher education).
Additional Interests
In addition to my academic and professional pursuits, I’ve always been drawn to the many form of arts. While I barely qualify as a fan or amateur, I’ve found solace and inspiration in creative expression. I believe that exploring this aspect of myself could also contribute to my overall well-being and personal growth.
Future Goals
- My volunteer experience abroad fueled my desire to study abroad formally.
- I’m committed to further education, specifically in computer science or mathematics (although I acknowledge my analytical and calculus skills need improvement).
- My positive experience with mathematics in my bachelor’s degree, along with resources like Khan Academy, motivates me to explore this field further.
Action Plan
- I’ve started refreshing my math skills with “Pure Mathematics 1” and Khan Academy.
- I narrowed my search on Common Application and Master Portal to computer science and mathematics programs.
- Stanford (inspiring campus visit) and MIT are top choices, with University of Southern California as another option.
Doubts and Questions
- Financial Aid: I’m looking for maximum financial aid, especially from Stanford and MIT. Open to other colleges without needing loans. Considering scholarships like Fullbright. Any recommendations?
- Transcripts: How should I handle official transcript and report translation/certification for US universities (e.g., recommended service in 2024)?
- Letters of Recommendation: I haven’t maintained strong connections with professors, but I recently connected back with a high school math teacher. Any advice for overcoming shyness and requesting recommendations?
- Transfer vs. International Student: How do I categorize myself for applications?
- Standardized Tests: Do I need to take the GRE, SAT, ACT, TOEFL, IELTS ? Scored 130 on DET.
- Seek a PhD: How does it work in the US ?
A few words about me
While I believe living abroad will contribute to my personal growth, my overall career path remains unclear. I question if pursuing knowledge and contributing to society, seeking a philanthropic future are overly simplistic goals. Regardless of my financial situation, I want to ensure a secure future beyond my current age. Anxiety about the future is overwhelming, yet I’m taking time to plan and chart my course.