<p>LasMa. You are spot on. It is very hard to explain the depths of depression to someone. People probably look at my life and ask what do I have to be depressed about. It is so utterly exhausting trying to be my “normal me” when going through a rough time. This year I really wanted to hurt myself. But I didn’t. Should have been hospitalized, asked for help. I now have a plan in place with my doctor if I ever feel that way again.</p>