Okay so to be clear I’ve always been a pretty good student and I’ve always liked science (I want to be a physics major in college and eventually study quantum biology which is an emerging field) but I’m feeling pretty bummed because over the summer I took a math course and I did not do too well in it. Like I got a C+ in both semesters (partially because the second semester was a couple units too long and it had extended parts on stuff like polar coordinates that you wouldn’t learn until precalculus). My parents never pressured me to do any of this and I chose to do it on my own. I’ve noticed many overstressed kids at my competitive-ass high school falling down the hole of thinking grades are the only thing that matter so I’m trying to make sure I don’t end up with that sorta mentality. I’m also trying to look on the bright side because even though a C+ isn’t great it still passes and if I get A’s in both semesters this year (precalculus) I can get into Calculus BC next year (and possibly skip Calculus in college) because it’s not that I’m bad at math it’s just that I’m not amazing at cramming a whole course into one summer along with unrelated summer homework and things my parents plan.
Since I was little I’d always wanted to go to Berkeley but my parents kinda are just like “yeah get good grades and have your ducks lined up” (which isn’t to blame them they’re just doing their best) and the only way I knew to take more than one AP class was by talking to my friends. I guess what I’m saying is that I would be 100% happy going to community college for two years before transferring even though I know there will most likely be a chance I’ll get into Davis or somewhere cool with good physics. I feel like given another chance where I know all of my options and have a better slate I could totally make it. Is this stupid or should I do something else? Like don’t get me wrong, I’m still going to try to get great grades but I’d like to hear your guyses advice maybe.