<p>Thanks so much to all of you.</p>
<p>I was quite touched yesterday by how sweet my doctor was. She seemed genuinely happy for me that there’s been so much improvement. And made a comment to the effect of how brave she thinks I am for going through everything I’ve been through in order to get where I am today. I’ve never bought into that particular line of thinking (especially where I’m concerned), but it still made me feel good to hear her say that.</p>
<p>As far as the move is concerned, I’ve scheduled it for April 23-24. (I want to be out of my building by the end of the month, but the moving company I’m using is booked up the final weekend in April.) I have no idea how I can possible be ready by then, and am completely overwhelmed by how much there is to do. (Even going through things to get rid of them takes a lot of time, after all!) I’ve probably packed well over 1,000 books already (and have managed to set aside a couple of hundred I don’t want anymore), but there’s still a couple of thousand to go, and I haven’t even begun on clothing, or on all my cabinets-full of papers and bills and receipts and God knows what else. And I’ve also been trying to bring over some things myself. </p>
<p>Oh, and I haven’t even started to do my taxes yet! </p>
<p>And I’m busy at work.</p>
<p>It’s a lot to do, for one rather small person. Ziggy hasn’t even offered to help. Ungrateful child.</p>
<p>So, right now, I’m surviving on anti-anxiety medication! Oy.</p>
<p>But every time I visit the new apartment, I can’t believe I’m actually going to get to live there. The view is <em>so</em> beautiful. And I love all the art deco touches – as one example, the apartment still has all the original bakelite doorknobs. And the peephole in the front door is something I’ve never seen before: there’s a large metal disk, about 2 inches across, in the door; the apartment number is painted on the other side. When you swing it open, there’s no glass, just an actual hole big enough to stick a few fingers through if you were so inclined!</p>
<p>I’m trying to think about how happy I’m going to be after I move, and to stay as calm as possible.</p>