I thought it was miserable. I didn’t necessarily think I had actually failed (ever the optimist!) but I was not at all confident about how it went. I was exhausted. I was also bitter that I had to waste a perfectly nice summer day taking this difficult test that no one (besides my classmates) could understand the importance and difficulty of (a lot of my non-med school friends are in the fields of law, education, and business). I guess you could say I mostly felt numb.
My score was pretty consistent with my practice exams–I think they ranged from 228 to 240, and my actual score was 233. (If I’m anything, it’s consistent–my MCAT score was within my practice exams (29-35, actual score 30) too!) I didn’t bother taking a practice test for step 2, but was happy to improve my score by >20 points. And I, like 98% of other US M4s, passed step 2 CS.
Med students LOOOOVE pity especially when it is disguised as commiserating. I’m not sure why. They’re always trying to out-stress, out-work, out-complain, whatever each other. I’m sure your son is legitimately unsure what to think of his performance. But to probably jump to the conclusion that at best he did way worse than expected and at worst he failed is almost certainly incorrect, but par for the course as far as med students are concerned.
(Examples by year: “OMG I just studied biochem for 6 straight hours and I wanna die.” “Yeah biochem’s the worst. I reviewed all the notes and powerpoints for 12hrs this weekend and feel like I didn’t learn anything.”
“OMG if I do another Qbank question I’m going to lose it. I thought doing 1600 questions in 4 days was a good idea but it’s just making me hate myself.” “Yeah, I got through the kaplan Qbank 1.5x already and am nearly done with uworld, but my % correct just isn’t improving. I’ll probably fail or get such a low score I won’t match anywhere.”
“OMG my life sucks, I had to get to the hosp at 0445 to preround my gen surg patients” “I hear ya man. When I was on gen surg, my senior made me get there at 0330 on Wednesdays. It was terrible. At least you don’t have a 24hr L&D shift tonight like me.”
“OMG our lives are awesome!” “Yeah they totally are! I’m so excited for residency!”
“God I miss being an M4. That was such a fun and amazing year.” “I hear ya man. I’m on my 4th consecutive 14hr night shift and I feel like I’m getting sick and I don’t have more than 1 day off at a time until 3 mos from now”)