<p>ahhh Im so glad you found your friend.</p>
<p>You sounded really worried last night. And Coppers??!!?</p>
<p>Didnt her parents just look out there window :-P</p>
<p>I know, you would have thought!</p>
<p>But I guess she was half hiding, so they just happened to not see her or something. </p>
<p>And yes, coppers :O</p>
<p>Awww Tako - thank goodness your friend is OK. I too would have freaked out in a situation like that.</p>
<p>Erm, I’m supposed to be studying for my Stats and Calc finals but blerghh, its so hard to focus! Even last night, TASPy thoughts kept me up. I dreamt that I had gotten rejected, woke up terrified and shivering, then couldn’t let myself fall back asleep after that.</p>
<p>Oh dear.</p>
<p>I reread the TASP website. Now I am scared to death again because I WANT IT SO MUCH. The experience…oh my gosh I want it I want it I want it.</p>
<p>:( Gosh, it hurts. </p>
<p>But it hasn’t quite delved into my dreams yet 
We’ll see tonight, however. That is, if I get any sleep.</p>
<p>OH Tako, I knowwww! I’ve reread all the seminar descriptions, looked through past TASP albums, watched the youtube videos, read Paul’s looong post from a while back and GAH! It IS painful. My stomach lurches everytime I even think about it. I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself tomorrow…=/</p>
<p>Yep. Seriously. I feel the stomach thing. I also get the chest aches. :(</p>
<p>I feel the same! I just can’t handle not knowing anymore. The only way I can calm myself down is to tell myself that if I am meant for the program, I’ll get in. If I don’t get in, I’ll spend my summer doing something that will be better suited for me… </p>
<p>Tuesday sounds like hell, I have a major Eng. Lit test, a physics test, and a biology test. I’m not sure if I want to call in and have the decision affect my performance, but I also don’t know how not knowing will affect my concentration during the tests. Either way, I’m hoping Tuesday will come quickly and pass quickly.</p>
<p>I’m just gonna call tomorrow and let you know if the coast is clear. I was going to let someone else take the honor of being the first to test the waters, but my dad told me I should just get it over with. -_-;;</p>
<p>It can’t hurt to ask! =D</p>
<p>Hahahaha.</p>
<p>TA is going to get mad with all these people calling a day early. LOL.</p>
<p>They already know who we are most likely, lol.</p>
<p>When I say my name I’m expecting the receptionist to be like, “Oh, hello iriseyes.”</p>
<p>We’re probably the only ones who follow the saga of the release date so closely. >_>;; And basically all of us called in for the interviews…on the same day…pretty much within one hour of each other.</p>
<p>That’s true…but we’re not supposed to call on Monday At least not Monday morning…</p>
<p>Gosh, I’m trying SO hard to study for my stats final right now…failing miserably. We have to perform these tests of significance called T-tests, and the variables involved are sigma (which looks like a lowercase ‘a’), the variable ‘s’ for standard error, and the variable ‘p’ for proportion - all in one equation. Anyone notice the irony? T - a - s - p? CAN’T FOCUS!</p>
<p>HAHAH.</p>
<p>That’s hilarious, inky 
And freaky…it’s like a sign :O</p>
<p>I HATE stats. I think that was the worst and most pointless class I ever took.</p>
<p>Good time to watch a bunch of movies… if only we didn’t have so much homework…and AP tests.</p>
<p>I know Celita! Today would have been the perfect day for a movie marathon to take my mind off of you-know-what, but alas, AP tests on the horizon :(. blast!</p>
<p>I remember the good old days of AP Stats. It was the only AP I took in my sophomore year (the only one I was allowed to take) and I actually had time to study for the exam and I felt adequately prepared for the exam. In contrast to this year, I do not feel prepared for any opf my exams.</p>
<p>=( GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!</p>
<p>And don’t freak out otherwise you’ll be like me and be shaking in the bathroom, on your cellphone waiting for the receptionist to get your name right while staring at 5 of your best friends. Then later on you’ll almost die by choking on a garlic knot. Trust me, relax! Get some green tea and haagen dazs.</p>
<p>Mmm haagen dazs.</p>
<p>I think that regardless of the decision, I’ll go to 7-11 tomorrow after school and buy ice cream. To rejoice if yes, to wallow in self misery if no :)</p>
<p>So I’m going to get fat :D</p>
<p>haha…well jenny don’t do that! Being fat is not good for you! </p>
<p>but ice cream is really good…okay just get fat free ice cream. If you get like, ben and jerry’s it tastes just as good. or at least double churned (sp?)</p>
<p>promise?</p>