@poetsheart, I’m so glad to hear your doctor heard you and is very understanding. I hope this is the beginning of getting to the bottom of your issues. I’m glad your hubby is understanding too and will do what is necessary so you can get the help you need.
And crying is good for you! It’s very cathartic, IMO.
https://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/5-reasons-crying-is-good-for-you_us_55e9e31ee4b002d5c075f5ff