When I first went to college, I didn’t know what I wanted to do. In high school, I knew I was good at STEM classes but not much more than that. After my first year of college (I attend the University of Michigan), there is a dilemma. Between extracurriculars and classes taken in the second semester, I realized that above all I would like to work in film as a director and writer.
This feeling began to form in around the beginning of February, while taking a screenwriting class and doing extracurricular videography. After actually attempting to make my own videos and stories in college, I looked back in my life to realize that film-making is my true calling (I know this sounds cheesy, but over the last few months this has moved from instinctive feeling to absolute certainty). I wrote, directed, and filmed an 8-minute short for one of my classes and loved every second of the process, including the triumphs and the struggles. Following my first year of college, I know exactly what I want to do, but Ann Arbor is not the best location for it. I feel that my goal of making and directing movies is best accomplished in New York City, the center of independent film-making. Because I now know exactly what I want to do and what my first priority is, I would like to move to New York City for the remainder of college. In New York City, it will be easier to find professional work outside of school and connect with people that are also passionate about film-making.
Beyond realizing my desire to make films, I also found a love for earth science in my second semester at college by taking an earth science class, especially lab and fieldwork. I applied to a few summer earth science programs, but those were understandably canceled. I now see geology as a back up to film-making. It seems much more reliable and I do like learning and practicing the scientific processes of the Earth. Additionally, I already have my science resume pretty well built up for a rising undergraduate sophomore, so I’m in a position to start research next fall or spring (if in-person classes happen). If film doesn’t work out for some reason or if I move to NYC and realize that it actually isn’t for me like I think it is before the end of college, I believe that I can switch to an academic earth science career (this might morph into environmental science if I move to New York City). I recognize that this isn’t possible for many people, but I think because of my background I have a decent shot at using research geology (if not academic, then environmental) as a fall back plan.
To summarize, here are my main reasons for wanting to transfer colleges and move near NYC:
- I will be able to know beyond any doubt if film-making is right for me. I really think it is right now, but I don't have any connections in the industry and don't even know what it's like. If I won't be able to get a job at all in New York, I would like to know that before finishing college.
- I will be able to work a professional-level job. In Ann Arbor, there are many student-run and university-sanctioned clubs and organizations dealing with film-making, but almost no professional opportunities in the nearby area. I even have concerns that I won't be able to get a summer internship or other work experience outside of the city because it seems that there is no place to start professionally in Ann Arbor.
I still have not completely decided on transferring, but I am trying to weigh my options and figure out the best path. The University of Michigan has good film classes and a strong academic earth science department, but is not located in the place that I eventually want to end up. I was able to make a short film on my own last semester and checked out a decent video camera from U-M, but there is no guarantee that I will be able to do this again in the future, especially without more technical training. I feel that this type of training is best learned on set. In the meantime, I also really enjoy learning about earth science and want to pursue it at least as a hobby for now.
As I see it, my options are:
- Stay at U-M for three more years to get a degree, trying to get internships in bigger cities
- Transfer to a less expensive state school within commuting distance of NYC where I can study for another four years (Purchase College SUNY)
- Transfer to a well-known film school located right in Manhattan (NYU, Barnard, Columbia)
- Transfer to an overall well-known school that offers film studies within commuting distance to NYC (Yale)
Between the transfer options, I think I have a relatively safe shot at getting into Purchase College and Barnard. Therefore, if I decide to go on this, it can probably go. NYU, Columbia, and Yale are definitely not safe options for admittance, but I feel that I can give the transfer shot a fair try. In any case, I am planning to spend another year at the University of Michigan and take full advantage of all of their film classes and get as involved as I can with many groups on campus.
Please let me know what your thoughts are, I am looking for other points of view.