<p>just wonderin…:)</p>
<p>well I really want to go because I feel it in my fingers…I feel it in my toes…;)</p>
<p>sent in my application already, crossing my fingers and praying hard.</p>
<p>thats a song right?..my brother in law is always singin it aghhH!!</p>
<p>haha yea it’s such a mushy sappy lovey dovey oh-so-happy song. like “love is all around me, it’s everywhere I go…”</p>
<p>oh I just woke up from a horrid dream where I saw giant admission officers at Midd looking over my tiny, intimidated application with frowns on their faces. :(</p>
<p>i had a dream where the midd people sent my application back and reimbursed the fee. “this is pathetic,” they wrote, “why are you sending this…”</p>
<p>ahhh</p>
<p>wow…how did they look?..hehe…dont worry!</p>
<p>i want to go so badly! I don’t know. I’m so corny but I walked on campus and KNEW it was where I wanted to go! </p>
<p>haha yes, similar dreams haunt me. PRAY!!</p>
<p>i walked on campus and said…i hate it…hate…hate…hate…hate…slowly i started loving it…yupp…but at first i was like OMG!..:</p>
<p>i really want to go to middlebury for a couple of different reasons. first, i am obsessed with foreign languages and they are very well known for their language programs. second, i used to live a little further north of where middlebury is now, only in new york, so i kind of miss being able to see stars, and all the green space and trees and whatnot. third, study abroad is a must for me, and i’m very happy it’s a must for them too.</p>
<p>i’m a little apprehensive about the fact that they’re not <em>as</em> diverse as I would really like…I’ve gotten used to…and adore the fact that where I live now is actually the most diverse public high school in new jersey…i have friends from all around the world and i learn so much from them…i will always be grateful that i moved, rather than stay in the tiny college town i spent years 4-12 in. however, i think that middlebury’s respect for other cultures (all those cultural requirements…) kind of makes up for what they lack in sheer representation so i’m not going to let that dissuade me!</p>
<p>plus their campus is gorgeous, and even after i had decided to apply ed i found out that they have a really great choral program and an excellent dance program…two things i am very involved with here. i just hope there is someone to teach me the dandiya and whatnot lol…my desi friends are always schooling me in various dances and i should hate to be stuck where i am which is of course the embarassing white-girl-trying stage. </p>
<p>but yes, that’s why i want to go to middlebury. and i hope that you people with your scary dreams (stop freaking yourselves out!! i kind of feel like if you’re that into middlebury they can’t help but be into you…like you belong there already) get in a) because you seem nice and b) because then i can be like, hey don’t i know you from cc? and that would be fun. :D</p>
<p>hahaha sexydesi, that’s hilarious. The first time I walked on campus I was like, “This is where I’m going to ED” automatically. It was almost kinda creepy how quickly I decided that and/or clicked with the campus. Different things for different people :-P</p>
<p>mucho…actually i disliked it at first…because i felt…man ppl are kinda racist…but then i started opening up more and i realized ppl are always gonna stay like that if i stay away…a part of me realllly wants to go because it isnt diverse…and the only way to make it diverse is by more ppl from different racial backgrounds attending…plus the minorities there are realllllllly nice…plus just the people are realllllly nice…you’re gonna come across fuqed up ppl…but u gotta learn to work with them…for some reason…that excites me hehe…</p>
<p>i like your perspective.</p>
<p>thanks jesa…anyway…where are u ppl?..kjkdjafds…this board needs to totally liven up!!!</p>
<p>honestly!! i come and check and like…no one is hear. i can almost hear the tumbleweeds blowing around in the background. what is this…an abandoned movie set!!!</p>
<p>*here. </p>
<p>i was at school until seven for a vocal rehearsal for the musical i’m in and most of the kids can’t sing. it’s been a looong day.</p>
<p>well i was watching made on mtv today and i loveeee it…they’re great…they get really interestin ppl…anyway…i always wanted to be on it…and i wasnt thinkin…i wanna be made into a singer!!!</p>
<p>haha yeah sexydesi! you should totally do the show made and be like, “I’m sexydesi on CC…” and we can all be like, “Oh my god! Someone I know was on MTV!” Hahaha. That would be awesome. </p>
<p>Sigh. I wish I could sing though. I have … ZERO … talents. Except for maybe sleeping for long, long hours. If you could even call that a talent. I slept for 23 hours staight once? I wasn’t even sick.
Hmm. That’s kind of disturbing now that I think about it. :P</p>
<p>liana wow…u know on sunday…i actually fell asleep at 12pm and woke up monday at 6am…it was cooool!..18 hours!..people say u feel refreshed…well i did…but the whole day…i wanted to go back to sleep…it just rocked…</p>
<p>wow that’s impressive! Few people can pull off such things. Hehe. Usually it’s after staying up for two nights or something though. It’s so gratifying when you finally sleep but sometimes I wake up all groggy and I’m like, “Ughghghg…” And then I have to take another nap to feel better. So weird. I have strange sleeping habits.</p>
<p>i want to sleep right now!..but i cant:</p>