<p>Okay. Yes. I am freaking out.
I am currently a Junior and I have a C as my overall grade so far in AP Calculus AB (course ends in June). I’m screwed yes. I know. i’m going to TRY to raise it to a C+…ahh…i hate life.
I also had a C+ in HN Chemistry last year, which is totally unacceptable. I know (TT_TT) …</p>
<p>However I have maintained almost straight A’s/A+'s and 2-3 B+'s so far (entire 3 years now).
I am taking AP bio and AP lit right now along with this stupid AP math class… -_- </p>
<p>My GPA is like a 90 (it’s low…i know…) … -_- and my SAT is a 2040…( also low. but i’m retaking it in October) </p>
<p>And i’m taking 3 subject test (math, bio and english lit) </p>
<p>Extracurriculars:
2 year high school Golf team + 1 year of long distance Girls track
3 years of Asian club (secretary… lame haha i know)
12 years of piano (5 years at Longy School of Music)
Scholastic Gold key Art award 2013
Science Olympiad 11th place for Disease detectives and 8th in forestry-out of 45 schools- (states only… 
)
about 100-150 hours of Community service.
National Honors Society member (we don’t do anything at our school…i just got accpeted…haha)
and yea…i don’t think i have anymore…unfortunately… </p>
<p>I have no chance of getting into Tufts University right…or BU…or Northeastern…right…
I’m hopeless…right.
Somebody please help me. I’m so desperate (TT_TT)</p>