Hello everyone. I’m a freshly knighted Junior in high school, and have lately been rather worried about my grades and health. I have always been an incredibly diligent student. I used to adore school and make the most fun out of every assignment, earning me excellent grades that have pushed my standards to the highest levels. Unfortunately, I am concerned with my current attitude towards school that has sprung up over the course of my sophomore year and the start of this junior year. These are my grades and classes from all 3 years (to give you a picture of the decline);
FRESHMAN
Honors Ancient Medieval: 97
Honors Geophysical Science: 97
Academic Geometry: 99
Gym: 100
Art 1: 100
Honors English 1: 95
Honors French 2: 98
Study Hall: –
ECs: Art Club (I wasn’t incredibly involved)
-Volunteered for 82 hours total, some at equestrian stables, others at an elementary school.
GPA: 3.9, 2nd in my class
SOPHOMORE
Honors Biology: 97
Honors Modern European History: 97
Honors Algebra 2: 96
Honors English 2: 95
Honors French 3: 95
Art 2: 100
Photography: 98
ECs: Yearbook, Creative Arts Magazine, NAHS, Art Club
- Volunteered for 200+ hrs at an equestrian stables
GPA: ?, ? class rank (clearly, they don’t update us regularly)
JUNIOR (roughly 3 weeks into classes)
Honors English 3: 90
Honors Pre-Calculus: 93
APUSH (our first and only AP class offered to my class this year): 89-ish
Honors Chemistry: 101
Art 3: 100
Digital Art 1: 100
Marine Biology: 100
ECs: Art Club, Yearbook, BrainSTEM, Math Team, Creative Arts Magazine
- Volunteering at equestrian stables for 1-2 hours a week
- Working on weekends for 5-6 hours a day
Unsure of GPA or class rank
Additionally, I am looking to become an animator or delve into the field of biology (a recent interest).
Now, I fully understand that these are admirable grades for many people. But the thing that is really concerning me is the fact that I am scoring low test scores (for me) across the board. For instance, in Pre-Calc, I have been getting 100s on all of our quizzes so far, yet I scored an 84 on the chapter test. In English, I’ve gotten a 95 and a 100 on writing assignments, but I got a 75 on our first test of the year (we took it on our summer reading book, to which I dedicated a lot of time). Finally, in APUSH, I got an 84 on our first test, and we just took another today that I have mixed feelings about. (Chemistry is an outlier; we haven’t had any tests yet). Now, the thing is is that I’m certainly not slacking off. In fact, I’ve been working incredibly hard at overcoming procrastination, and have even moved on to a better sleep schedule (6-7 hours compared to a typical 5 last year). What I don’t understand is my lack in skill when it comes to tests.
I fear that because of my boredom of school and my recent low self-esteem, as well as my busier schedule, I’m beginning to burn out. I truly enjoy learning and striving for excellence though, so my situation is truly unnerving. If anyone can give me any advice, confirmation, rejection, encouragement, demolishment, or anything you feel would help, please do! I feel like I’m passing by my goals by the skin of my teeth.
