<p>Hello this is my first time posting here and I want to share my college experiences:
I went to a medical school and took medical technology.I really like that school because its facilities are worth the money ,smart professors and the uniform.I convinced myself not to give up and continue this course until 4th year,but as the months pass by,the lessons are very hard and I hate myself for not being a genius,for failing chemistry and I also realized that I like Nutrition and Dietetics course,since it was actually my first choice of course but was swayed by my friends to purse medtech since it is the “best course”. And now that I am already a transferee/shifted and an irregular ND student,I am glad to take my dream course.But then I realized that I missed my close friend from my previous college school and sometimes I keep on thinking, what if I didn’t shift course and just continue to pursue medtech even though I failed in chemistry.I am supposed to be in 2nd year college now but I stopped for 7 months to take a tutorial class in chemistry. I don’t have close friends in my ND course and I also don’t know some of them because they already have their own cliques.uggh I hate being an introvert.I luckily had a close friend in my previous school because we were seatmates and boom,we clicked each other . I really love ND but I hate my new school because it the uniform’s color is the one that I hate and its not as great as my previous school,though many ND students and the others too all passed in the board exam so I can say it is also good academically.I get jealous whenever I see the posts of my medtech classmates such as, "#secondyear,#zoology 200 ,#future medtechs ,# future doctors etc."and here I am,feeling like a loser for running away from difficult challenges and back to 1st year://.I want to become a doctor too and I also plan to take biology as my second course in my previous college school(since I really love studying and I really love the school lol),take up NMAT(hopefully I will pass) and pursue medicine.How do I love my college even though inspite of all the difficulties?how do I not lose motivation to continue studying hard ?:(( sorry for the veery loong post 
I hope you can understand and help me:) thank you.</p>
<p>Umm, I don’t quite follow. At all, sorry 
Did you already finish medical school here in the US? From what I’ve read, you apparently made it through your 4th year before switching out and taking nutrition instead. But now you hate it because you don’t like the color of your new uniform and are discouraged by your classmates’ hashtags…? I’m really confused, haha.</p>
<p>Ninja edit: So I looked it up and apparently the NMAT is a test taken in the Philippines. I don’t know what the schooling is like there and I believe many CC’ers won’t either, so perhaps posting your question in the international forum <a href=“International Students - College Confidential Forums”>http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/international-students/</a> would be more successful. </p>
<p>Best of luck! </p>