<p>There are no words that can convey how very sorry we all are to learn of the loss of your son. He sounds like he was a very special young man and your heart must be shattered. One of the first questions almost everyone asks after a suicide is, why? Why would someone you love end their own life? Suicide is complicated, and it almost always leaves many questions unanswered. Often, we never learn exactly why our loved one took their life. But we can find help to find our way through this tragedy and support to go on living our own lives. This link -<a href=“http://www.afsp.org/coping-with-suicide/where-do-i-begin”>http://www.afsp.org/coping-with-suicide/where-do-i-begin</a>, shares the things that have helped others to get through this difficult time. It’s a good place to start. My deepest condolences. </p>
<p>@Apollo66 - I am so very sorry to hear this news. Even though I didn’t know your son IRL, I’m devastated to think that a young brilliant person was in such pain. My heart goes out to you, Apollo. Please don’t blame yourself. As many others have said prior, you were a supportive and loving mom and there are just no answers in situations like this. Hugs to you from Portland.</p>
<p>@Apollo6 – I cannot imagine how painful your loss must be. I’m so sorry. It will push me to talk to my (often angry and depressed) son about suicide. In your greater circle of family and friends at home and online maybe you’ll save another family from similar pain and tragedy. Again, am so sorry for your loss.</p>
<p>@Apollo6 - I’m truly sorry to hear your loss. When I saw your post, tears welled up in my eyes, my heart ached and my stomach twisted in pain. I’m grieving with your family. I can’t fathom the depth of your sorrow, but you will find the strength to go on for you are still blessed with five more precious and lovely children. I’ll pray for your family for peace and closure.</p>
<p>Joining the others to offer my deepest sympathy for the loss of your beloved son. You are not to blame.<br>
Please surround yourself with supportive and loving people while you grieve.</p>
<p>@Apollo6 - I read your post after updating the countdown and was shocked by the news. Please accept our condolences and virtual hugs. The pain will ease with time but the best therapy is to enjoy the memories. Do not blame yourself. Our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family.</p>
<p>I’m sure like the rest of you, the terrible news has shaken me to my core. I wish there was something that we could do of Apollo 6. Such a wonderful person. Always so warm & gracious. </p>
<p>A coworker lost her daughter exactly a month ago. She went to a concert, got back to her dorm at 2:50am, called her mom to say goodnight & then her bf who goes to UCONN invited her over. She hopped into her SUV & was headed there, hit black ice, lost control of the vehicle and flipped over the guard rail into the opposite lane. And gone. Just like that. 2 months shy of her 19th birthday. </p>
<p>So difficult to wrap my brain around such tragedy. So young. So difficult to understand. </p>
<p>Dear Apollo, I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts. Thank you so much for being so helpful with your advice. I hope you find some peace.</p>
<p>@Apollo6, I have not posted here in some time, but wanted to express my condolences on the loss of your son. May your memories of happier times help you through these dark days. </p>
<p>@Apollo6 - I am so sorry to hear of your great loss. You and your beautiful child are in my prayers. I am so sorry that I have no words which will offer you comfort. I pray that in time, you will know that a mom’s encouragement to her child to read, learn and experience life is not what drives the depression or mental health challenges that too often lead to the end of a precious life. I wish you peace.</p>
<p>@Apollo6 - I have no words to express how deeply sorry I am to hear of your heartbreaking tragedy. I pray for comfort and peace for you and your family. </p>