<p>This is a really hard thing to write, but I need some help. I have been teaching in my school for 30 years and have never had a complaint of any kind filed against me. I am always on time with my reports, have volunteered to serve on committees, and have been told by many, many people how much they love what I do. Students love me, they do well in my classes and their parents consistently thank me for inspiring their kids. Really and truly there has never been any sort of problem.</p>
<p>Two months ago my department chair observed a class (just a drop in, basically, not a formal evaluation) and the students were doing presentations. Well, they didn’t do a very good job; it was not a great class. The dept chair didn’t say anything at all to me, so I thought she realized that it was just one of those days.</p>
<p>The other day I was called to a meeting with her and the Division Head and was told that as a result of that class I am being placed on probation for the rest of this year and the first semester of next year, and that I have to do a course of at least two weeks’ duration for professional development (preferably, they said, out of the country-- I teach foreign languages). </p>
<p>There is a formal process of evaluation which happens every five years, per the staff handbook, and I went through the process two years ago to very good reviews. I have never had anything negative said about me at any evaluation or performance review. The stated process which is clearly spelled out in our Staff Handbook for a concerned teacher was not followed at all in this case.</p>
<p>I would not at all have minded if they suggested, as a way to grow and develop my craft, that I should take a course. I wouldn’t even have minded if they said that they were concerned about that observed class; I was too! But this seems to me not the way to go about making someone want to develop professionally. It makes me want to quit the job. I can’t because of health insurance and my age, and really don’t want to give up. I received my contract for next year, and I have already submitted lesson plans (which I had already made and are not required of us to submit) to the department chair. She didn’t ask for any of this, but I know that’s what I would have asked for in her place. And although I’m planning to fight this, I will fall into line until a determination is made. It’s easy for me to do anyway-- I did most of the paper work of curriculum and scope and sequence already.</p>
<p>We are not a union shop-- it’s a private school. I have an appointment with my principal who, I think, really doesn’t know that this happened to this extent, in a few days. At first his assistant told me that he wouldn’t be able to see me for a couple of weeks. Then I think he realized what I wanted to see him about and made time for me as soon as he could. So I’m thinking that’s a good sign. </p>
<p>My heart is broken and I feel totally blind-sided. I really don’t know what to do, except bite the bullet and comply. I don’t want to be told that I have to go out of the country for training. To complicate matters, we are getting a new division head (I think this all is a parting shot from the Div. Head because she’s leaving… don’t know what I ever did to hurt her…) and this will mean he or she will start out with me on probation. That’s scary. I don’t think the principal can make it go away, but maybe he can help reach a compromise which in my mind would be to take a course in the summer closer to home than Europe, and to be removed from probation at the end of this year, if the probation can’t be removed entirely. Does that sound reasonable and doable?</p>
<p>Sorry this is so long, but I feel that there is often great advice here, and I need all the help I can get. Thanks so much, in advance… :(</p>