Also if you are being bullied…have you talked to your schools Bullying Assistant Principal or whatever you have?
Don’t think it is useless…my daughter was being cyberbullied by somebody anonymous…but she figured out who at her HS must be involved…talkd to the Bullying specialist and they talked to the kid…I thought “no way will that work” but the kid 'fessed up and did community service.
Also, once you get into college, you will get away from this bullying atmosphere.