I agree with @me29034 that there might be more going on and it is certainly possible that you are projecting a bed attitude. However, I would caution against asking any of your peers to critique you. I don’t think thats something most kids are skilled at and it may make things even more uncomfortable for you. You might benefit from talking to a counselor or therapist if that is an option for you. I know so many kids who have benefited tremendously from even a little therapy.